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Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2017 2:35 am
by RickD
1over137 wrote:It is month today
Am crying
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Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2017 7:22 am
by Philip
RickD wrote:
1over137 wrote:It is month today
Am crying
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Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2017 7:24 am
by 1over137
Thank you guys
:)

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Wed Jul 12, 2017 8:26 am
by melanie
From everything you have posted over time Hana, through your words...you have painted this portrait of Tomas which is of a man who was smart, brilliant and also determined and a loving husband. We didn't get the privilege of knowing Tomas but we've had the privilege of knowing you... and that is enough to know the calibre of man he must of been.
It's enough to know how deeply you must miss him and the love you shared.
It's also enough to know the depths of his character and the man he was and is...
I have prayed and reflected on this, deeply.
And I want you to know that the Father that created you, that sustains you and loves you has never left your side.
He never left Tomas' side either....not for a moment.
Your Tomas is safe, in our Father's arms. He is also with you. Always.
You know this Hana, although fear and doubt seeps in, I believe you know the unconditional love God has and in your soul you know Tomas is home.
Trust your instincts and trust your Father y@};- y@};- y>:D<

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Wed Jul 12, 2017 9:29 am
by 1over137
Mel, your post have come while me being in doubts and last days are very hard for me.
Extremely exhausted at the moment....

Thank you, Mel for your words.

I will find out for sure only in Heaven if Tomas is also there.
I do not know, at first I felt peace and that he is safe, but current days what happened I do not know....

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Wed Jul 12, 2017 10:37 am
by melanie
Hana I am not saying these words to make you feel better, or to be nice.
I am saying it because I believe it to be true.
With every inch of my being.
You and Tomas have been at the forefront of my thoughts. I've felt compelled to express to you how deeply Tomas is loved.
Don't waste the rest of your life wondering if your gorgeous man is in heaven, we both know he is. I believe very strongly that you know this, but fear and doubt is crippling you.
Let it go....
It matters not what others think, they don't know what you know.
And you know Tomas...
And you know Jesus...
And that's literally a match made in heaven.

Hana you will be okay.. You've got these two phenomenal guys making sure of that with Tomas and Jesus and you also have the rest of us who love you y>:D< y@};- y>:D<

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Wed Jul 12, 2017 11:38 am
by 1over137
Thank you Mel.
Love you all too.
Using my friends to go over this hard period....

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Jul 13, 2017 8:03 am
by 1over137
I am much better today
Am thankful to all my friends for all their words...

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Fri Jul 14, 2017 4:20 am
by melanie
y>:D< y@};- y>:D<

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2017 8:02 am
by Philip
Hana, I was just thinking about your and wondered how you have been? What do you possibly see or think now, that was different from months back? You've been through an astonishing and exceptionally difficult experience, while setting before us around the world an incredible example of what love and faithfulness looks like. I pray you are experiencing God's peace in the present!

Philip

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2017 8:51 am
by 1over137
You know in what kind of mood you just caught me?
This is my mood right now:

sh*t

(Not now a very good example...)

Writing more later, when coming back in different mood.

But thank you for asking. I DEFINITELY need to be cared for.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2017 8:55 am
by 1over137
Still suffering from horror scene coming in front of my eyes. Of Tomas' death. Was ugly.
Do not want to go into details. (Well, Mel, knows)

Seeing Tomas everywhere in my mind. Kissing his pictures, empty air and all.
One would get crazy from this. Am thankful I do not need any drugs. And I do not want any.
Instead, I rather use my friends and ventilate.

Oh, God, how hard this is.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2017 8:57 am
by 1over137
Am just a human being, who now has to deal with loss of a great love....

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2017 9:07 am
by 1over137
And right now am crying
When it comes, it comes
And i cry

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2017 9:09 am
by 1over137
You know, for Tomas I did everything possible.
For my love, I stood, for him...

Now, car is empty, fuel is gone