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Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Sun Oct 01, 2017 11:09 pm
by 1over137
I plan to make altar of love - photos of me and Tomi and other things. There I will put my ring to his ring, and the necklace from him I wore almost 15 years.
I will put our love there and will bury me with it.
It will be no more me, not Hanka anymore. Gone with Tomas.
And the altar of love will be a reminder of our pure love.

I will this way make end to another period of my life.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Sun Oct 01, 2017 11:41 pm
by neo-x
1over137 wrote:I plan to make altar of love - photos of me and Tomi and other things. There I will put my ring to his ring, and the necklace from him I wore almost 15 years.
I will put our love there and will bury me with it.
It will be no more me, not Hanka anymore. Gone with Tomas.
And the altar of love will be a reminder of our pure love.

I will this way make end to another period of my life.


I hope it gives you some peace, Hana.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Oct 02, 2017 12:27 am
by 1over137
I hope as well, John.
We'll see.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2017 4:24 am
by Blessed
1over137 wrote:I plan to make altar of love - photos of me and Tomi and other things. There I will put my ring to his ring, and the necklace from him I wore almost 15 years.
I will put our love there and will bury me with it.
It will be no more me, not Hanka anymore. Gone with Tomas.
And the altar of love will be a reminder of our pure love.

I will this way make end to another period of my life.


What a wonderful wife and women you are. This is so horribly tragic. I am so sorry for your loss. Saying I am sorry for your loss means nothing of course, because I do not know you, but I wish you the best. I hope you're able to survive this ordeal and recover, to eventually be reunited with your husband in heaven or a new earth. Thank you for reminding me true love still exists on this world. Am so sorry this happened to you. All the best.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2017 6:02 am
by 1over137
Hi Blessed,

Thank you.

True love indeed exists.
Inspire.com forum is full of tragic love stories like mine is.
Many wonderful people there going through enormously hard stuff, loosing their loved ones....

Am already without the ring and necklace.

Now I wear a small golden cross around my neck.

I will always miss my husband.

Maybe I will find another good loving man. Bible is not against in case of (young) widows.

Could you all please pray for me, that God brings a good Christian man into my life?

Thank you for all the encouragement and prayers.

Love,
Hana

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Oct 19, 2017 12:02 am
by 1over137
crying, hurting, exhausted, in bed
my inner being screaming from pain

today is wedding anniversary

reaching to all my friends once more...

thank you,
hana

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Oct 19, 2017 2:24 am
by RickD
1over137 wrote:crying, hurting, exhausted, in bed
my inner being screaming from pain

today is wedding anniversary

reaching to all my friends once more...

thank you,
hana

y>:D<

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Oct 19, 2017 2:28 am
by 1over137
:) my dear Rick

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Oct 19, 2017 8:43 am
by B. W.
1over137 wrote:crying, hurting, exhausted, in bed
my inner being screaming from pain

today is wedding anniversary

reaching to all my friends once more...

thank you,
hana


y@};- y>:D<

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Oct 19, 2017 8:46 am
by Philip
Praying for inner peace and a happy future for you, Hana. God still has great purposes for your future - and believe it or not, He's also had great, if unknowable, purposes in your pain and past. One day, we'll understand. Meanwhile, there's a lot of life to live. And I will pray for you to meet another blessed man to be loved by perhaps the greatest "Lover" any of us here have ever witnessed. But cry, heal, lick wounds - there is a season for all things.

y[-o< y@};- y>:D<

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Oct 19, 2017 8:56 am
by 1over137
Gosh, was it hard today, but thanks God am out of it.
Thank you all.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Oct 19, 2017 9:20 am
by Philip
And, Hana, I realize no one can say for certain, but it would not surprise me a bit, that with the incredible things Tomas suffered, with the love of Christ he saw demonstrated through you, that one day you will see him in Heaven. With God, I am certain of two things: A) How much He loved Tomas, and you. And B) that God did everything necessary, from His end, to convince Tomas to love Him/embrace Jesus BACK. Those things,God's great love, you so selflessly demonstrating it, Tomas nightmarish journey - those all had to be very powerful things in Tomas' mind and heart - even when he was no longer able to verbally communicate them. So I would not at all be shocked to see Tomas in Heaven. And I'm sure that Tomas would say to you: "Hana, you are still walking the earth and there is a purpose behind it: Go live, love and thrive as God would have you to." So, honor God and Tomas by doing so.

Last, we still have an adversary, and he loves to attack us when we are down, sad, worried, etc. - remember that when waves of terrible thoughts wash over you, that you may be under oppression - pray for protection from such thoughts - whether self-generated or otherwise. But overall, it appears you are getting much better, if within spurts of despair - which is why grieving is a PROCESS.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Oct 19, 2017 10:23 am
by 1over137
Am certain Philip.
I just know it.

Thank you for really encouradging words.
I want to honor God and Tomas.

Thank you.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Sat Oct 21, 2017 11:11 am
by 1over137
And our adversary tried to attack me again.
But I was given a real blessing from our Father.
There is Slovak writer - Kristina Roy. (Some books also translated to English).
When I read her, my heart calms down, my Spirit is strong again. Attack is over.
She is such a lovely writer. And so wise. She must have been angel to everyone while walking this Earth.
And her books - she is still with us and encouradging our spirits and pouring new blood into our veins...

Well, if someone has not read her books - misses a lot.

Love,
Hana

P.S.: I want to be like her