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Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2017 11:42 pm
by 1over137
nearest Sunday am being baptized
well, I will not make the big happy jump back into the water
the atmosphere will be for me very deep
coming in black, changing to white for the baptism, then back to black and then making membership promise...

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 7:33 am
by Philip
It will be a powerful moment for you, Hana - that in the midst of a troubled world, there is nonetheless a great love, hope and comfort from the Lord, that only He can provide us. Blessings to you!

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 7:57 am
by PaulSacramento
Congrats Hana,
Baptism can be a very, very emotional time for people and rightful so.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 9:35 am
by 1over137
Oh well, another emotion...
Today I have day of anger or what. You would not recognize me. Saying bad word many times. Without it I would go crazy or what if I want to keep going.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 11:16 am
by 1over137
but am angry at evil
not on God

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 11:28 am
by RickD
1over137 wrote:Oh well, another emotion...
Today I have day of anger or what. You would not recognize me. Saying bad word many times. Without it I would go crazy or what if I want to keep going.
1over137 wrote:but am angry at evil
not on God
When I get mad, I always say," **** van [lesbian] ". That way it doesn't sound so bad when the bad words go through a curse filter.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 11:53 am
by Nessa
RickD wrote:
1over137 wrote:Oh well, another emotion...
Today I have day of anger or what. You would not recognize me. Saying bad word many times. Without it I would go crazy or what if I want to keep going.
1over137 wrote:but am angry at evil
not on God
When I get mad, I always say," **** van [lesbian] ". That way it doesn't sound so bad when the bad words go through a curse filter.
Van [lesbian]?

Whats the asterisks?

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 1:05 pm
by RickD
Nessa wrote:
RickD wrote:
1over137 wrote:Oh well, another emotion...
Today I have day of anger or what. You would not recognize me. Saying bad word many times. Without it I would go crazy or what if I want to keep going.
1over137 wrote:but am angry at evil
not on God
When I get mad, I always say," **** van [lesbian] ". That way it doesn't sound so bad when the bad words go through a curse filter.
Van [lesbian]?

Whats the asterisks?
**** van [lesbian]
:pound:

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 1:16 pm
by 1over137
the number of asterisks is correct for my word...
i just hope tomorrow will not need that so much

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 1:27 pm
by RickD
1over137 wrote:the number of asterisks is correct for my word...
i just hope tomorrow will not need that so much

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 2:30 pm
by Nessa
****...

thats kinda stupid blanking that out...

but you can have y:@) or y:o) y:-?

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 8:27 pm
by Kurieuo
1over137 wrote:but am angry at evil
not on God
I felt similar when my Grandad passed away, and Grandparents passed away recently, though your relationship with your husband would have been closer. It's alright to be angry, especially when evil takes and robs you. (John 10:10) Know even if you misdirected your anger at God, perhaps for starting life itself wherein evil is allowed, God has shoulders broad enough to take it and still cares for, loves us and wants to give us life abundantly.

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Thu Jun 22, 2017 6:35 pm
by B. W.
Kurieuo wrote:
1over137 wrote:but am angry at evil
not on God
I felt similar when my Grandad passed away, and Grandparents passed away recently, though your relationship with your husband would have been closer. It's alright to be angry, especially when evil takes and robs you. (John 10:10) Know even if you misdirected your anger at God, perhaps for starting life itself wherein evil is allowed, God has shoulders broad enough to take it and still cares for, loves us and wants to give us life abundantly.
There are times that do come we all get mad at God, evil, the why's

He is big enough to take all our anger, All our questions,

All our confusion because he shared all our pain...

One day, when thinking about unfairness of life

The Lord spoke to me words like that

Then I understood what I could not before

...and endure the storm


Blessings cover you Hana y>:D< y@};-
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Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2017 5:11 am
by 1over137
Thank you my dear friends.

Am not mad anymore at evil or what.
And if evil wants to put me down, it is doing the exact opposite - making me stronger fighter against it.
Tomorrow is my baptism.
Am 33.
What a symbolism....

Re: All prayers needed

Posted: Sun Jun 25, 2017 5:07 am
by 1over137
baptized...

And, yeah, I made that jump back into the water....

my third life has started....